Tuesday, February 6, 2018

MONTH TWO

      How on earth is my baby already two months old?? Time really does fly by, despite how long some of the days may seem. This month grace's personality has really started to come out and she's only getting bigger and cuter each day! I'd like to think Ethan and I are getting better at this whole parenting thing, or else we are faking it really well. Grace, we love you and the patients you have with us. Here are the stats for month two, enjoy!

Weight & Height - At today's doctor's appointment she weighed in at 10'12 and measured 22 inches. She also had her first round of vaccines of which she handled pretty well. 3 shots in the legs and an oral one. Daddy got to hold her down and Mommy got to love her better. She held her breath for so long I had to blow in her face a little too get her to let the scream out. Poor thing! It definetley wasn't fun to watch. 
    After a few too many blowouts she is up to size 2 diapers that are arguably still too big for her, but in this case "it's better in than out" the diaper!  I think it's safe to say she definitely has her daddy's blue eyes that I can't help but stare into all day. She is going through that old man hair stage and balding around the backside but I have high hopes it'll start growing back in really soon so we can finally really tell what color it is. 
   
Sleep -  I would estimate she sleeps about 5-6 hour stretches...on the good nights. She's still not entirely sleeping in her own bed at nights but she has been doing 1-2 hour stretches at a time in her dockatot. I blame most of it on her cold and stuffy nose that keeps her fidgeting through the night. She just sleeps longer and better laying on my chest sitting at a more upright angle.  I have to admit, I do love when she's asleep on my chest, it is such a relaxing and heavenly feeling. In fact, the only time I can take relaxing naps, is when she's sleeping on me, so that I know she is safe and sound. How's that for your typical first-time mom, huh?!

Eat - She is currently drinking 4-5 oz as long as she can stay awake and interested! We have decided to start supplementing with formula so she is ready when the breastmilk runs out. We are hoping she'll be able to adjust well to it and have a smooth transition when it's time. 

Recent Milestones - Grace has been smiling a lot! She is especially smiley in the mornings. She'll wake up usually around 8 am just when the morning light is coming through our bedroom window and she just stares up at it smiling and trying her best to coo. It's a nice way to wake up every morning. Speaking of cooing, she's trying really hard to speak and getting better at it every day. It's the cutest thing to watch her mouth moving trying to figure it out and when she does, she smiles extra big like she is so proud of herself. And when she smiles, she really smiles. She smiles so big and you can even see it in her eyes. Tyra Banks would be proud!!

Special Moments – This month it was mostly just watching her little personality come out! She really is such a feisty little thing, which is exactly what she guessed she would be like! Even just from being in the womb. Grace did have her first outing with Grandma & Grandpa Hunt. Grandpa is actually known for taking random road trips/ adventures with his grandkids. They took us out to Glitter Mountain and lunch. We are sure this is just the beginning of many adventures with those two, they just can't get enough of little Gracie already! I hope she'll always have a special relationship with them. They were actually two of the people I was most excited to introduce Grace too. She's so lucky to have a few great-grandparents around still and I hope for a good many years of her life. 

Dislikes - Ethan and I joke that Grace is Bipolar. She can be happy one moment and then not even a minute later be giving us this pouty look or cry. Especially when it comes to her diaper changes or rides in her car seat. We have learned a few tricks to help her in the car seat. She does much better if one of us sit back by her, usually momma. Then she is finally getting interested in electronic screens which distract her pretty well from the fact that she is riding in her least favorite seat. I'm not sure whether or not I like this trick. I don’t want a kid addicted to electronics...especially this young. But at this point I will do anything to be able to get somewhere without a screaming baby. She also seems to be getting stranger danger aware already. Sometimes she will all of a sudden get the saddest look on her face and she only calms down when I take her. Sometimes daddy. I have completely mixed emotions about this one. Mostly because I love that she just wants her momma but I also need that time when someone else can hold her for a minute and let me have a break. The majority of the time I just love it though! We'll see how long that lasts!

Mommy Update: I feel like I am finally beginning to understand what they meant about always being tired. Regardless of how much sleep I get, the worrying and stressing over a newborn sure can wear you out! I do however feel like I am getting the hang of things a little better. I am starting to figure out what her cries mean and what she wants which is a huge help. I am ready and cleared to start working out again and it has been hard getting back into it. Not necessarily the work outs themselves, but the motivation to get up and do them. Not to mention finding the time that my little one will let me set her down long enough to get a full workout in. I am learning to be creative, to do mom + baby work outs, or going on walks together. That one is our favorite so far, even if she doesn’t last in the stroller for the whole walk. Just means another arm workout for me, right!?
      I’m learning to love baby-wearing. It really helps to be able to carry her and get things done around the house. Now if I could just get her to love it as much as me. It’ll come with time, I hope! It’s also been a bit of a struggle for me to not be at work from 8-5. I never thought I would miss it as much as I do. I think it’s mostly the social part of it, I miss my co-workers. Good thing I can always drop in for a visit. And I just have to remind myself, the work I’m doing now is much more important in the long run and where I NEED to be. I am just grateful for a hardworking husband who has a job to provide for us so that me staying home with Grace is a reality.

Things I look forward to in month three is Grace working on strengthening and using her little voice more. It is already the sweetest sound. I am excited for her to learn to sit up, to roll over, to reach out for us, to walk…the future is full of exciting milestones that I can’t wait for! But let’s just take it one month at a time!

** Goals for next month **
1.     Help Grace to continue sleeping in her own bed for longer stretches at night.
2.     Learn and experiment with more ways to help her enjoy her car seat.
3 .     Believe that I am not just “doing nothing”. I’m doing the most important things.


Monthly Photo Dump
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Thursday, January 25, 2018

Newborn Grace

Newborn Photoshoot with Kortney at Dream Photography
Grace Mae Janson Dec. 16th 2017
 

Saturday, January 6, 2018

ONE MONTH

Our tiny & precious babe is one month today and I can't believe it! This first month has flown by. It's a little surreal to be sitting here typing a one-month update. Really, it's like that saying, "the days (and nights) are long but the weeks are fast".  Adjusting to the schedule of a new baby has been the most challenging part. Seems like the days have all just blurred together. I think Ethan and I have felt every possible emotion lately. We have been tested in ways that we never really truly expected. The limited amount of sleep alone has been a serious trial, but we wouldn't trade this experience for anything.  We love Grace. I really enjoyed doing the monthly pregnancy updates and bump pictures so I am excited to continue that with Grace throughout her first year!
Weight & Height - At her last doctor's appointment, she measured 21 inches and 7'8 and is still in size newborn clothes and diapers. Being with her 24/7 makes it hard to notice the little changes going on but looking back and comparing photos we can see she has started to grow and got adorable chubby cheeks...on both ends! We are also pretty sure she's got her daddies blue eyes and the verdict is still out on her hair color. It appears brown or strawberry red depending on the lightning she's in. Either way, she's gorgeous. 
   
Sleep - Over the past month, Grace has managed to turn our world upside down in the best possible way. She is such an easy-going baby, who sleeps most of the time as long as she's held by her momma. In fact, as of lately, that's the only way she'll sleep. We are still working on transitioning into her dockatot. 
Eat - She went from 2 oz feedings to wanting anywhere between 3-4oz if she can stay awake for them! Sometimes she really chows down and gulps like she hasn't been fed in days. We are officially done breastfeeding and it's a very bittersweet feeling for this momma. More on that below

Recent Milestones - She definitely remembers our voices from those nine months inside the womb and is getting more familiar with our faces. If she see's me pass by or hear my voice she'll turn her head in search of me. Grace has a really strong neck already and likes to push away from us when she's being held on our chests. She loves taking showers with the constant stream of water on her back. Enjoys listening to her daddy sing. When she sneezes she makes always ends it with the most adorable sigh that I am determined to get on camera. #fingerscrossed
Special Moments - During week three we shared a special little moment with Grace. Ethan and I were sitting in bed with our heads leaned against each other as I held grace facing up at us in my arms. We were talking about how much we loved her and so I said "We sure do love you kiddo" and then she got the biggest smile on her face. We still don't know if it was on purpose or just the perfect timing of a little gas smile, but either way, we just melted over her. 
Holidays - Grace was able to celebrate Christmas and New years with us! Not that she'll remember any of it but it sure did make this year special. And she already got spoiled at just three weeks old! We can't wait for next year when she's old enough to really care...even if it is just about playing in the wrapping paper! She was also born on St.Nicholas day.  Ethan's family actually lived in Germany for a few years with the Army so they are big on celebrating this day. The tradition is to set your shoes out by your door the night before and St.Nick will come and fill them with candy. It's been a tradition that all of the Janson family has done and we look forward to doing it with Grace. 
Dislikes - When we have to change her diaper or clothes. She is pretty much 50/50 right now on whether or not she'll get upset! She doesn't like to wait for her food or when you take the bottle out to burp her. It's as if she thinks she'll never be fed again! She really hates her car seat right now so we are in the process of figuring out how to help her enjoy it. It may just take time but that's exactly what I'm afraid of. She enjoys being swaddled but don't you dare cover up her arms. She NEEDS those right up to her face!!
Mommy Update: I never really understood what it meant to be a mom until now and each day I'm learning more and more. I especially have a deeper gratitude an compassion for others who are parents. I am no longer breastfeeding. We gave it a good month of trying all different things and in the end, the best thing for me and baby was to bottle feed. More on this in another post to come. Luckily, I have an amazing friend that pumps a ton of extra milk and is graciously letting us use her extra. We feel very lucky to still be able to provide Grace with breastmilk because so far formula just upsets her stomach. In the end, Fed is best! 
This first month has been hard for me. The struggle with breastfeeding, the lack of sleep, the constant worry with a fragile little newborn and just the constant awareness that someone else relies completely on me now 24/7. However, as this month has come to an end, I feel like I have gotten the hang of things. As Grace has put on weight, she is sleeping longer through the night which means so am I. I am able to get things done around the house now and even occasionally have dinner ready when Ethan get's home. I'm trying to remind myself that although there are a million things I want to get done around the house and socially, she will only be my brand new baby once and that I should appreciate all the cuddles throughout the day that I can get! Overall, it has been an amazing month of growth for me and I owe it all to my baby girl. 
Things I look forward to in month two is Grace smiling more on purpose and her little coo's you can tell she is already working on. I'm hoping she'll get a new PR with her sleeping schedule at night (5 hours) and learn to like her bed. Co-sleeping was never something I personally wanted to do but I've learned having a baby makes you do things you need to in order to sleep. Don't worry I take precautions to be safe, but I still worry. Which is why I desperately want to break the habit.

** Goals for next month **
1.     Have Grace sleeping in her own bed at night & some naps (unless we're cuddling)
2.     Help her to enjoy her car seat. At least be able to make it to Target and back.
3 .     Cook dinner 3 out of the 5 work days for Ethan.


Monthly Photo Dump 
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Newborn Photoshoot - Dreamphotography by Kortney